True Path.

I know, maybe you wouldnt want to talk and friends with me anymore. Even if ppl might say that i terhegeh2 nak kawan dengan awak. Its okay. Sis, I miss you so much. Aku rindu jalan dakwah yang dah lama aku tinggalkan. Tepat pukul 1 pm tadi, i went to surau and fall asleep. My heart, my brain, seolah-olah terlalu penat dan depress. Once, i wake up, suddenly its like im listening to a voice telling me, "Adakah sebab kau tinggalkan serta jauh dari jalan dakwah, kau jadi begini.. sunyi dan mudah hilang matlamat?". Suddenly it bring me tears. I'll try to hold them, even though i already crying inside.

Ya Allah, please show me the right path. I want to be the person that i suppose to be, not like this. Please Allah.. please.. it hurts me..